Taste my Name

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If you enter my world and taste my name. Its way to late your in my game. I’m a powdery yellow or even clear. Take a dose of this ill have you living in fear. You’ll steal from your family and lie to your friends. Just so you can have me again. You can’t eat your food and wont sleep for days. Come try me out one hit is all it takes. I’m more precious than diamonds and more costly than gold. Smoke me from foil or snort me up your nose. If you get wrapped up you’ll hate me cause I what I do. But just remember you came to me not I to you. My name is lifeless my name is death. My name will destroy you if you let. If you stop me and you think your free. Nightmares, crank bugs, and sweats there all gifts from me. You can try me anywhere in kitchen or in your room. But after you done me your in a world of doom. Im can be made anywhere your house, the woods, or the neighbors next door. You’ll try me once and be wanting more. Your friends, family, kids, and neighbors I could cause their death. Taste and remember my name I am crystal Meth. Ill bring you more misery than words can tell. Come take my hand and ill drag you to hell.

The man in my room

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Its dark and the moon hangs high. Wolves are howling under the bright light. I sit alone and wonder if this man is true. The old man standing in the corner of my room. His words sounds like whispers but very clear. He sounds like he’s speaking right next to my ear. His dark figure is so high and eyes like blood red. Is he really there? Or is it all in my head. His hands so boney and long like sticks. His smile so evil he says his name is Mitch. Mitch is a demon that’s what I was told. He’s waiting and hungry for my lovely soul.

The man in my room

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Its dark and the moon hangs high. Wolves are howling under the bright light. I sit alone and wonder if this man is true. The old man standing in the corner of my room. His words sounds like whispers but very clear. He sounds like he’s speaking right next to my ear. His dark figure is so high and eyes like blood red. Is he really there? Or is it all in my head. His hands so boney and long like sticks. His smile so evil he says his name is Mitch. Mitch is a demon that’s what I was told. He’s waiting and hungry for my lovely soul.

When im gone

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When I’m gone please don’t cry. This is not a goodbye. When I’m gone please don’t hurt. It will only make your heart ache worse. When I’m gone and you miss me. Look up to the sky and that’s where ill be. When I’m gone please don’t feel guilt. Just remember all the memories we built. When I’m gone just think of me and smile. Ill be seeing you in a short while. When I’m gone don’t always weep. Remember the lord has my soul to keep. When I’m gone close your eyes and feel the beat. The beating of your heart is apart of me. When I’m gone don’t feel no pain. I promise you will see me again. So like I said this is not goodbye. I’m free free from pain and now I can fly.

Nickolie

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When you was brought in this world, that second I knew. My job wasn’t only to love, but also to protect you. There’s nothing that I don’t love about you, you make my life clear. You have nothing to be scared about when mommy is near. You are my world that is very true. If you leave for a second I always feel blue. When you feel down or even out of place. Ill do everything I can until you have a smile on your face. Ill stand by your side even at your worst. No matter what happens ill always put you first. A place in my heart will always be yours. You bring me nothing but love and joy. I love you nickolie your mommys precious little boy.

our grandmother we miss you

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Our grandmother we miss you, so bad that we shed tears. If only tears could bring you back than you would still be here. You taught us not to hate, or lie and especially not to sin. Your more to us than a grandmother you were our only true best friend. We can’t express how much you taught us, we learned them everyday. And, through all those times we can’t remember not once did you complain. All the nursery rhymes you have sang to us, from mary had a little lamb to the old lady who lived in a shoe. Well take those sweet memories and sing them to our kids too. When we was little we never thought you would be so far apart. The day god called you home, was the day he broke our hearts. You always stood by us even at our worst, and still from this very day you’ll always put us first. When you got angry with us you always hated to yell. But at the end of the day we were still your favorites Amy, Terry, and Michelle. Knowing that we can’t see, talk, or hug you always makes us blue. The memories are still strong and we will always love you. Now be the guardian angel you want to be and spread your wings to fly. I know you watch them while they sleep kaylee, Elijah, Samyra, Phoenix, and Nickolie.

Miracle baby

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All she felt was empty inside, drugs went in and she faintly died. Hearing voices as she fades away, rushed to the hospital to find she has a baby on the way. She realizes she done wrong and this is a second chance. So, she promised herself never again. So, here it goes the shakes, sweats, and pain. She didn’t give in she threw the needles away. She finally goes numb and her body is hot. This will all go away with one more shot. “No” said a voice inside her head, “that one last shot might strike you dead”. she looked back even though it was hard. She went through the pain and left with scars. A broken girl, she knew she was letting go of a fight. The drugs always screaming out in her broken mind. At this point she doesn’t care, she thought of the baby she had inside. She grabbed her belly and said “I promise everhthings gonna be just fine”. A few months later was a tough run. She completely stopped that deadly drug. Now, she’s crying but tears of joy. She just found out she’s having a boy!!. She walks outside and looks up to the sky..”Grandma meet nickolie the one who saved my life”.

Im watching over you

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The lord took me home before the break of dawn. As I lifted I smiled cause all my pain was gone. I’m now in heaven and when I look down on earth all I see. Is my grandkids hurting and crying over me. I want them to know that just cause I’m so far apart. There’s always a place for me in their beautiful hearts. All my grandkids are just so sweet. My job is to protect and watch them while they sleep. I’m part of the rain and part of the sun. I smile so bright when I watch them play and have fun. As they go along the way if they miss me, they can just peek in their hearts and that’s where ill be. Remembering me is easy, they do that everyday. Its the heartache of loosing me. That will never go away. My dear grandchildren please don’t weep, for the lord has my soul to keep. When you pray may angels guide you through the night. I am that angel keeping you in my blessed sight. I love them all so much you see. And everyday they grow more and more like me. What I’m doing now is just like I was doing down there with them. Waiting patiently for them to come home again. I don’t care how long it takes, ill sit and wait at heavens gate.

Im free

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At last I’m free from this shame and most of all this pain. You called me names like worthless whore. You tried to crumble me as I walked out the door. No more will I let you put me down. I see you slowly hit the ground. On your knees begging me to stay. Saying “please don’t throw 3 yrs down the drain”. This time I have the courage to just up and leave. You will no longer put your hands on me. “I’m sorry it wont happen again” he begs with mercy. I’ve heard that before and this time it ain’t working. He cries “I love you baby can’t you see”. Yea right if you loved me why cheat on me. “Please baby just come back home”. Not falling for it this time I’ve got to go. As I drive off I feel a weight lift from me. Yes I did it I’m finally free.

Dear heroin

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Tears fall hard like rain again. I feel nothing but pain. My life will never change. Because of my mistakes. Weakness fills my heart again. All it does is ache. I’m like a clown I put on a show. The pain is real even if nobody knows. My world is just tumbling down. I hide behind close doors and cry when no ones around. Dear heroin, your poison is running thru my veins n pores I thought I’d forgot you but I shot you once more. I’m standing alone and nobody cares.out of everyone I trusted your still there. I’m falling apart I’m barely breathing..with a broken heart that’s still beating..I told myself I hated you I thought that was true..but now I see it you always pulled me through..if I told you I loved you that would be a lie..I would only love you if you just let me die..Ive done wrong and made my mistakes..I need a favor heroin take me today..cause I hate the way I feel tonight..this pain and misery runs deep inside..